Tuesday, December 30, 2008

New Year and New Hope

With the new year arriving very shortly I would like just to reflect on some things I have learned in 2008.:
  1. Growth is scary and exciting all at the same time.
  2. God is manifesting Himself in places I would have never expected.
  3. Stability is rare and appreciated
  4. God is manifesting Himself through people I would have never expected
  5. I am very grateful for my wife Meghan and my son Jacob. We have been through a lot as a young family, but I would not trade it for the world.
  6. Politics can be divisive, and this reflects in the church as well.
  7. Poverty, "consistent ethic of life", and stewardship of God's earth are "moral" issues.

This list is not exhaustive, but they do highlight areas in growth and knowledge within my life in 2008, with that in mind, here are my goals for the upcoming year.

  1. To be a better husband and father.
  2. To reduce, reuse, and recycle more.
  3. To allow Love to become my orthopraxy.
  4. To direct more of my tithing to fight poverty
  5. To be a better co-worker
  6. To find myself in God's church
  7. To be become more physically aware. (I need to loose some weight!)

Again, this is not exhaustive! I am positive there is more in which I can better myself. I just might have to pull the grace card out. The reality is I have to rely on the power of God for me to become the person I truly need to be. However these are some practical areas I wish to work on in my life.

-DJ

http://audaciousliturgy.blogspot.com/

Monday, December 15, 2008

Coffee Beans and the Cincinnati Reds


Great smells can affect my mood. And bad smells can direct moods as well, just ask Meghan after I eat Taco Bell. I am a big fan of coffee! I absolutely love the the scent of coffee. I really don’t know why, but there is something about the coffee bean that can light up my senses. As long as I can remember I have always enjoyed smelling coffee. As a matter of fact I can remember in high school when I had an experience with a coffee bean that I will never forget.

For some reason, I was at a Kroger grocery store doing what every 17 year old would be doing at grocery store. I remember strolling down the isles, one by one. A particular scent brought me to the coffee, tea isle. Kroger had these machines where you can grind your own beans, which was all too fascinating to me. As I was exploring the flap at the bottom, I realized that I wanted to have one of the coffee beans. I did not know if I could just have one. And if I could have just one, I did not know if I had to pay for it. I was a little worried about the idea of taking one coffee bean just for my smelling pleasure. I did not know if it would be considered stealing or something. However, this inner controversy didn’t last long as I caught a whiff of that coffee bean.

I am greedy; at least I can be at times. As good as that coffee bean smelled at a distance, I could not help but wonder how it would smell real close up. As anyone would do, armed with that kind of wonder, I brought that bean as close to my left nostril as I could. I gave it a sincere sniff. Then it happened. Yes I know, I should have seen this coming. But as you already probably guessed the coffee bean found itself firmly in my nose. As a matter of fact after gold digging for 15 minutes, I realized I could not pick this thing out. It was way up there!

After realizing I was running out of options, I decided to give my nose a good blow. With elephant like force, the bean freed itself and flew out some where out in the Kroger isle. (Yes I was still at Kroger during the whole episode.) Feeling a little embarrassed, I quickly made my escape through the isle and out the door. I am just glad that I didn’t have to go to the emergency room.

Bad smells are exciting too! I will never forget a trip that my college buddies and I took my senior year. We took an SUV packed with 6 or 7 men, (If you could call us men) but either way it was packed. It was going to be at least a four hour journey from Parkersburg WV to Cincinnati Ohio to see the Reds play. That was the good news too. The bad news, I was stuck in a SUV with the most notorious gas releasers I have ever known. There we were, only 15 minutes down the highway, and the thunder started rolling. With no exaggeration the windows were fogging up with so much methane in the air. The driver decided to lock the windows, so fresh air was not an option. This was funny at times, and downright ugly at other times. Still this day, when I recall that drive, I can’t help but still smell that not so good scent.

I always think that out of all the senses, the nose is the forgotten one! The power of scent cannot be ignored. Every time there is a something in the oven that resembles decent food, are noses are the first to tell us. Every time someone created more road kill on the highway, our nose is the first to tell us.

I don’t think it is a stretch that God can smell too. We are created in His image. With that I mind, I wonder what scent that I have. At my best effort, I wonder if it is a pleasant smell. At my worst, I wonder how much of a stench I create. I also wonder when God looks at our churches, what God smells. Does it smell like roses when churches share with God and His mission at the food pantries and soup kitchens? Does God think that churches stink when the rest of the world knows what we are against rather then what we stand for?

I guess this is another way to challenge myself. If by thinking what I do creates a distinct smell, then I want to make changes. I do not know if I will always smell good to God. I do know that Jesus might smell pretty good. Maybe that’s another point. Left up to me, I can’t clean myself enough to get this stench off of me. Jesus is kind of a deodorizer. I have every possibility to smell good with Jesus. Because of Jesus, He allows my scent to light up God’s sense. It may be even possible that God smells fresh coffee beans when He takes a whiff of me, because of Jesus. It is my desire to reflect on the scent that I produce with the understanding that Jesus brings my scent to a brew for God.

I find great hope with in Paul's words to the Corinth church,

"But thanks be to God, who always leads us in triumphal procession in Christ and through us spreads everywhere the fragrance of the knowledge of him. For we are to God the aroma of Christ among those who are being saved and those who are perishing. To the one we are the smell of death; to the other, the fragrance of life. And who is equal to such a task? Unlike so
many, we do not peddle the word of God for profit. On the contrary, in Christ we speak before God with sincerity, like men sent from God."
(NIV)

-dj



Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Feeling Christmas-ey

This is the first time in a long time that I am feeling somewhat Christmas-ey. I grew up in a religious tradition, where Christmas, as far as a religious holiday on a calender, was never emphasized. After growing up in the glory days of Christmas, where the experience seemed magical, I have had to relearn Christmas as a grown man. I think it has helped me greatly that I have the ability to allow my son Jacob to experience that same magic. My wife and I got up at 6:15 am on black Friday to experience the craziness and the chaos of what comes with this shopping day. (I still am not a big fan on how Christmas is largely becoming more and more materialistic.) We found several sales on gifts for those that we love, including Jacob. I also have purchased my first Christmas album called Christmas Songs, by Jars of Clay. And believe it or not, I actually enjoy the songs atmosphere and mood.



I guess I am trying to relearn Christmas and the magic that I experienced growing up. And I believe there is something magical in a holiday that should center on loving and giving. And even though my tradition always taught me to not see Christmas as a religious holiday, I can't help to think that we might be wrong, or we are being mislead. There is something religious about everyday. There is gifts to appreciate from Jesus in the mundane. This does does not suddenly stop on December 25th. Even beyond that logic, I cant help but get excited about the fact there is a lot of Jesus going around. He is in the airwaves, on the front lawns, and even on Hallmark cards.

I wish for my goal this year and going forward to relearn Christmas and the celebration of audacious love and giving. I want to be apart of the magic with my family. And in doing so, I don't want to leave my friend Jesus out of the picture. If God allows the mundane to become sacred, I trust that he will also allow national holidays to do that as well.

Merry Christmas, and have a happy New Year!

-dj

http://audaciousliturgy.blogspot.com/